15th birthday

i will use the world fantastic to describe it.
yeah i'd never expexted my 15th birthday would be so incredible. the first thing was because my mom and dad said they wouldn't give me any gifts or neither money to celebrate it. yeah i know it was my bad so i just had to assume it with pleasure ;(
so, in order being dissapointed, i prepared my self not being more dissapointed at all. i tried being more mature and understand not being glamour or whatever its called.
and in the night of my birthday i made my own birthday party. i knew i wouldnt have any party so i decided to celbrate it myself. i had balloons, i had the click five's birthday songs and i had smile on my face.
i woke up in the night and tweeted about the congratulations of my self to myself during the night. until i saw nina on my phones screen, means she called me! yeah she called me in the night and congratulated me which made me soooooo happy, and sad and flattered and blah blah blah. she said sorry because she couldnt meet me in the day but i was so happy. i was crying but that night i promised her not to let myself crying anymore. dont you know nina youre the frist one make me happy and crying in the same time in the night? hahaha
and on the morning, suddenly papa gave me money to treat my classmates :D omg it was just these two things but i dont understand how it could make me so happy.
so i bought them ice creams and they all congratulated me, yah they did it just because of the icecreams -___- but i was soooo... happy haha
there was a test but as its my birthday, so i love it --"

and the best momment is on the afternoon after i came home. mom asked me to have a bath quickly, and she asked to watch an anaconda performance in the boullevard near my house -___- what the... i didnt understand it but i do very... happy to hear that whaha
as i finished my bath but she didnt do anything. i felt so dump but after that i heard a very noisy sound outside my house. it was a song. i immadiately go outside until i realized that it was a birthdays song. i was so surprised to know my besties are standing in front of my doorhouse and nina carrying a super cake. it was so unbelievable because nina said she couldnt come home because of the busy agenda. but oh my... i really wanted to cry but i shouldnt cry anymore. so there i was standing freezing watching rana, sawi, atha, nina and MAMUT!! sang a song for me and when the song ended i go blowing the candle. and then nina cried, i was sure im really a bad girl making my friend crying but i love that :')
and then the simple party started, we ate we played, gossipping, laughing and oh i cant tell you the whole things. at about 7 pm bp came home and about the next half hour we went to ranas caffee to have a date (?) it ended at about 9.30 and surely i was to greedy, you know after all the time i'd just passed i would never let it went away anymore. i didnt want to end it to stop it.
but friends, thankyou very much for giving me a memoriable event ever. i was very happy, theres always a happiness between the sadness.
thankyou friends, love you, i'll keep this memory in my heart forever.

*this all about my happiness :D

Copet In Saturn

inget waktu dulu aku benci banget masuk aksel, inget msa masa suram, inget labil, inget dilema, inget galau, inget semuanya. tapi ternyata ga seburuk yang aku sangka, yah mungkin emang buruk tapi anggap aja ga buruk --"
seenggaknya setelah aku mulai kenal sama temen temen satu kelas, senasib sepenanggungan yang masuk kelas ini juga. mereka ga senerd yang aku kira sebelumnya, justru mereka semua asik, lucu, gila and incredible. biar ga lupa urutin dari absen ah, ada ungga, tay, astrid, bagus, bima, bintang, danti, eva, fajar, hans, happy, ihsan, bayyu, jingga, hasna, nukti, lina, riri, nurul, pandit, fina, aku, jos.
semoga jadi 2 tahun yang teak terlukiskan ;)

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emergency

kalian tau emergency?

munkin emang ga banyak yang tau emergency but emergency is everything for me ;p

emergency wasnt formed in purpose, its begun from a sweet friendship of sem, atha, nina, rana, sawi, mamut, pile, ncip, bp, and me

we were apple's family except for bp that we met in the 9th grade.

can you imagine how sad we were when the graduation came in between to separate all of us? however i do really happy because i can keep in contact with the 9 others even when we're far away. now i know how it feels having best best best friends, it's... well i cant describe it, you now amazing isnt good enough for it. but yeah as the time goes on something could have just gone wrong. one of my best: atha should move to a far far far city out of this island soon. hiks you know we were teared up knowing that, i remember one night of the last time she would be here, we were online and crying and crying the whole night, the tears couldnt stop and nothing could make it worse because it was the worst one. BUT! just like what sem said, emergency is one! we'll always be the one of emergency no matter how the distance divides us. love emergency love atha love all my besties <3>